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To Breathe Without Choking

Alice Rothchild author

Format:Paperback

Publisher:Cune Press,US

Published:1st Feb '24

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Being the new kid is always hard, but try starting the year with a name like Mohammed Omar Mohammed Abu Srour, with a homemade lunch of humus and za’atar. On top of that, on the very first day of school, a kid tells his older hijab-wearing sister to “go back where you came from.” Mohammed and his sister love their grandmother, but she thinks her stories about life in Palestine will help them with their problems. What does Grandmother’s ancient history have to do with classroom bullies?  She never learned to read and Mohammed can’t even find Palestine on a map. Feels like fourth grade’s going to last forever.

Nine-year old Mohammed is facing his first week in a new city and the fourth grade at a new school. He's lonely and his  desire for acceptance is threatened by a classroom bully and the intrusive curiosity of his classmates. As the week unfolds, Mohammed befriends Noah, a Chinese-American boy, and together they figure out their school survival strategies and bond over their unusual lunches, immigrant families, band practice, and love of soccer. Mohammed’s tough and defiant older sister Zaynab, who wears a hijab and is also faced with harassment from other students, is torn by her desire to fit in and be a “normal” American teenager while staying true to her religion. Mohammed reaches a crisis when his fourth-grade class begins a segment on family histories. He finds himself puzzling over the absence of Palestine on the world map. Zaynab, agonizing over the dress code rules for the swim team, is on the brink of taking off her hijab. 

At home their grandmother, (Sitti) who came to the US from a refugee camp in Bethlehem, notices they are struggling and decides to share her story. Each day after school, through a series of vivid flashbacks told in the first person, she describes living in a peasant village west of Jerusalem in 1943, fleeing as a ten-year-old girl in 1948, and struggling for survival in a refugee camp until she decides to leave to join her oldest son in the United States. As Mohammed develops an understanding of his family, he learns that he is grounded in the US and in Palestine and comes to understand...

Sensitive and daring, moving and funny, Alice Rothchild's book is brilliantly written. It unapologetically and truthfully weaves the story of Palestine, then and now, through the life young Mohammad who lives in America. A great book for young people. —Miko Peled, The General's Son


Old Enough to Know is a wonderful, heartbreaking and inspirational journey into the lives of a quirky 9-year-old American boy, Mohammed, and his Palestinian family who have just moved to a new home. As he learns to adjust to life in a smaller town, he begins to learn of his family’s history in Palestine through his grandmother’s stories.  Through these stories, Alice Rothchild touches on so many of the tribulations that the Palestinian people face and have faced since 1948 (the loss of land and loved ones, oppression, the cycle of violence inside and outside the home, collective punishment, child imprisonment and other injustices).  Rothchild provides us with relief from these tragic stories with humor and the strong vivid characters in Mohammed’s life making this painful topic accessible to younger readers. This is a much needed story for young adults, parents and teachers alike. —Laila Taji, These Chicks and My Grandfather Has a Donkey



Alice Rothchild’s first middle grade book, Old Enough to Know, is a tour de force, embedding a sweeping view of Palestinian history in a story of  children of recent immigrants learning to live in America. Middle graders, parents, and middle school teachers will find much here to fire their imaginations. This book is a page turner in its own right, quite apart from its pedagogical values. And it will also help parents and middle schoolers to begin conversations about the topics most important to kids transitioning from childhood to tentative self-definitions: how to be compassionate toward self and others, how to define themselves within the often too rich and too complicated array of options offered to teenagers, how to be interested in the culture and lore, the smells, sounds, tastes of other cultures without caricaturing people into an “exotic other,” how to love nature and your grandparents’ food while being enthralled with a new bicycle or a new computer. A must-read for all Middle Grade collections and schools, and also a compelling story for adults old and young to read. —Eve Spangler, Understanding Israel/Palestine: Race, Nation, and Human Rights in the Conflict

More than a story of children struggling to be accepted into a new school, this tale weaves in their family history in another land, a dark narrative of loss and dispossession that also forms their identity. Poignant and heartbreaking, it is a story of reckoning with the past, while trying to navigate the present, in a world that does not understand. — Fida Jiryis, Stranger in My Own Land


ISBN: 9781951082840

Dimensions: 228mm x 152mm x 10mm

Weight: unknown

180 pages