Out of the Ordinary

Michael Dillon/Lobzang Jivaka author Cameron Partridge editor Jacob Lau editor

Format:Paperback

Publisher:The Lilliput Press Ltd

Published:18th Nov '21

Should be back in stock very soon

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Now available for the first time in Ireland and the UK – more than half a century after it was written – is the memoir of Michael Dillon/Lobzang Jivaka (1915–62), the Anglo-Irish doctor and Buddhist monastic novice chiefly known to scholars of sex, gender, and sexuality for his pioneering transition from female to male between 1939 and 1949, and for his groundbreaking 1946 book Self: A Study in Ethics and Endocrinology. Here at last is Dillon/Jivaka’s extraordinary life story told in his own words.


Out of the Ordinary captures Dillon/Jivaka’s various journeys – to Oxford, into medicine, across the world by ship – within the major narratives of his gender and religious journeys. Moving chronologically, Dillon/Jivaka was from Lismullin House, County Meath, but spent his childhood in Folkestone, England, where he was raised by spinster aunts, telling of his days at Oxford immersed in theology, classics, and rowing. He recounts his hormonal transition while working as an auto mechanic and fire watcher in Bristol during World War II and describes his surgical transition under Sir Harold Gillies while Dillon himself attended medical school at Trinity College, Dublin (1945-51). He details his travels as a ship’s surgeon in the British Merchant Navy with extensive commentary on his engagement with colonial and postcolonial subjects in Asia, followed by his ‘outing’ by the British press while he served aboard The City of Bath.


Out of the Ordinary is not only a unique record of early gender affirmation but also a compelling account of religious conversion in the mid-twentieth century. Dillon/Jivaka chronicles his gradual shift from Anglican Christianity to the esoteric spiritual systems of George Gurdjieff and Peter Ouspensky, to Theravada and finally Mahayana Buddhism. He concludes his memoir with the contested circumstances of his Buddhist monastic ordination in India and Tibet. Ultimately, while Dillon/Jivaka died before becoming a monk, his novice ordination was significant: it made him the first white European man to be ordained in the Tibetan Buddhist tradition.


This first-person narrative, written in the early 1960s and first published more than a generation later in the US by Fordham University Press, is both ahead of its time and distinctly of its time and class, with Dillon’s views being sometimes enlightened,...

. . . Dillon’s memoir charts his wide-ranging life of education, gender transition, and conversion to Buddhism. . .show(s) continuity of concerns with those of transgender individuals today. Source: Publishers Weekly

* Publishers Weekly *

The importance of this work to the history of sexuality―and especially to the history of transsexuality―cannot be overstated. Author: Jose Ignacio Cabezon Source: University of California, Santa Barbara

-- Jose Ignacio Cabezon * University of California, Santa Barbara *

Blocked from publication in the 1960s and then hidden in a warehouse in London, Michael Dillon's autobiography moldered away for decades in the darkness. Now, for the first time ever, it has burst into print. The book illuminates the life of one of the ground-breaking transgender pioneers of the 20th century. Just important, it is a suspenseful and heart-breaking tale that begins at the English seaside and ends with a mysterious death in the Himalayan mountains. In his gripping autobiography, Dillon finds new answers to enduring questions about gender. At the same time, he never manages to solve the puzzle of his own identity and dies in the pursuit of transcendence. Dillon's memoir deserves a place alongside the great spiritual narratives, from Augustine to Merton. This edition is beautifully put together, with an introduction and notes supplied by a trio of scholars who have immersed themselves in Dillon's life history. Author: Pagan Kennedy Source: The First Man-Made Man

-- Pagan Kennedy * The First Man-Made Man *

While so much of the history of transsexualism has circulated around and through a few highly publicized lives of trans women, Jacob Lau and Cameron Partridge have made an indelible contribution to the modern histories of gender and sexuality by publishing this autobiography. Their introduction carefully situates the history of one of the earliest female to male transitions and gives us a smart and sympathetic account of the political, social and material complexities of Dillon/Jivaka’s life. This is an astonishing story. Author: Jack Halberstam Source: Female Masculinity and In a Queer Time and Place: Transgender Bodies, Subcultural Lives

-- Jack Halberstam * Female Masculinity and In a Queer Time and Place: Transgender Bodies, Subcultural Lives *

[A] beautifully produced autobiography. . . [Dillon/Jivaka] weaves a rich narrative illuminating his emotional and educational formation, gender variance and a spiritual pilgrimage from Church of England Christianity, via Gurdjieffianism, to the Buddhism that occasioned another first for a Westerner: ordination as a Buddhist novice-monk (getsul) in a Tibetan monastery in Ladakh. . . a moving story as well as a valuable record. Author: Christina Beardsley Source: Theology & Sexuality

-- Christina Beardsley * Theology & Sexuali

ISBN: 9781843518211

Dimensions: unknown

Weight: 500g

256 pages