At Dark, I Become Loathsome

Eric LaRocca author

Format:Paperback

Publisher:Titan Books Ltd

Publishing:27th Oct '25

£8.99

This title is due to be published on 27th October, and will be despatched as soon as possible.

At Dark, I Become Loathsome cover

From the Bram Stoker Award-finalist and Splatterpunk Award-winner of Things Have Gotten Worse Since Last We Spoke, a grim yet gentle, horrifying yet hopeful tale of death, trauma, and love.

If you’re reading this, you’ve likely thought that the world would be a better place without you.

A single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought that, and worse, in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for Ashley—it’s for those he can help. Ashley Lutin has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life.

Struggling to overcome his never-ending grief, one night Ashley connects with Jinx, who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. This begins a relationship that traps the men in a tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light. Only through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find life.

ISBN: 9781835411650

Dimensions: 198mm x 130mm x 55mm

Weight: 255g

208 pages