Smiling in Slow Motion

This journal reveals Derek Jarman's reflections during his last years, showcasing his humor and resilience while confronting illness. Smiling in Slow Motion is a testament to his vibrant spirit.

In Smiling in Slow Motion, Derek Jarman offers a poignant glimpse into his life during the final years leading up to his death in 1994. This journal spans from May 1991 until just weeks before he passed away, capturing the essence of an artist who embraced life with humor and sincerity. Jarman's writing reflects his experiences as he navigates through friendships, creative pursuits, and the challenges posed by his declining health. His trademark wit shines through as he candidly discusses both the joys and struggles he faced during this period.

The entries are composed from various locations significant to Jarman, including his flat on Charing Cross Road, his beloved garden at Dungeness, and ultimately from his hospital bed at St Bartholomew's. Through these reflections, Smiling in Slow Motion becomes more than just a record of illness; it is a celebration of resilience, creativity, and the human spirit. Jarman's observations on life, loss, and the passage of time resonate deeply, inviting readers to consider their own experiences with mortality and art.

Accompanied by an introduction from Neil Bartlett, this journal serves as a testament to Jarman's enduring legacy as an artist and activist. It is a life-affirming narrative that encourages readers to appreciate the beauty in both life's fleeting moments and the relationships we forge along the way.