Will You Care If I Die?

This memoir explores the deep bond between Nicolas and Elijah, highlighting themes of race, class, and the importance of compassion in challenging times.

In the poignant memoir Will You Care If I Die?, Nicolas Lunabba shares his journey as a social organizer in Malmö, Sweden, where he confronts the harsh realities of life in a community plagued by violence and social inequality. The narrative unfolds through the lens of his relationship with Elijah, a troubled teenage boy of mixed heritage. Their connection challenges Nicolas's professional boundaries and forces him to confront his own painful past. As he opens his home and heart to Elijah, he grapples with the complexities of trust, loyalty, and the instinct to protect those we care about.

The memoir explores themes of race, class, and the impact of societal polarization, particularly in a world where compassion often feels scarce. Nicolas's dedication to Elijah becomes a powerful testament to the importance of human connection in an increasingly uncaring society. Through their story, Will You Care If I Die? invites readers to reflect on the nature of love, friendship, and the lengths one will go to safeguard another's future.

Written as a heartfelt letter to Elijah, this narrative not only highlights the struggles of its protagonists but also serves as a broader commentary on the challenges faced by marginalized communities. It poses essential questions about empathy and responsibility, urging us to reconsider how we engage with those around us in a world that can often feel indifferent.