The Way I Am Now

A journey of healing and love after trauma

Amber Smith author

Format:Paperback

Publisher:Oneworld Publications

Published:7th Nov '23

Should be back in stock very soon

The Way I Am Now cover

In The Way I Am Now, Eden faces her past while navigating college life and the challenges of love, justice, and healing.

In The Way I Am Now, the sequel to the widely acclaimed The Way I Used To Be, we follow Eden as she navigates the complexities of life after high school. Having faced her past trauma, she now embarks on a new journey in college, where she must confront not only her own demons but also the challenges of a budding relationship with Josh. Their love story, which began under the shadow of hardship, is put to the test as they both seek healing and understanding in a new environment.

Eden's past is a heavy burden that she carries into this new chapter of her life. The emotional weight of her assault still lingers, and as she starts to find her footing in college, she realizes that true healing comes from within. Meanwhile, Josh grapples with his own family issues, particularly the struggles stemming from his father's alcoholism. Together, they must learn to support each other while also finding their individual paths to recovery.

As the trial approaches that will determine Eden's quest for justice, the stakes rise. The Way I Am Now is a poignant exploration of resilience, love, and the power of self-discovery. This sequel not only delves into the complexities of their relationship but also highlights the importance of personal growth and the courage it takes to confront one’s past.

'The Way I Am Now is a powerful read from Amber Smith.' Culturess


'Amber Smith has a way of holding our hearts so even the hardest things seem possible... She shows us that the potential of love and healing, no matter how messy, are already, and always, inside us.' Amy Reed, author of The Nowhere Girls

An authentic, compassionate look at the early college years. The delicate balance between romance and recovery is calibrated magnificently here.’ Irish Times 


'Amber Smith centers the complex healing process and evolution of a promising relationship in The Way I Am Now.' Publisher's Weekly


'Highlights with painful honesty the process of moving forward following trauma.' Kirkus

ISBN: 9780861546824

Dimensions: 198mm x 129mm x 31mm

Weight: unknown

432 pages

B-Format Original